Dealing with Losses

I don't think there's ever an easy way to deal with loss. Whether it's in our business or personal life, loss is something we really take notice of. With the experience of loss often comes a sense of being defeated. A defeat of time. A defeat for all the things we had hoped to do but never got the chance to, and on its heels like a moping child, is regret.

We all live in a world where losses are not only inevitable, but a daily occurrence. Recently, I lost a friend who had struggled ever since I'd known her. She came into one of my healing workshops 7 years ago and I helped champion her through a first ever heart and liver transplant surgery (simultaneous). She was like a sister or daughter to me, though she wasn't much younger. Her name was Jessica Stewart. At one point she even had a testimonial on my site. A bright light in this world winked out, and the sting of her departure is still with me.

Another friend left us the same week as Jessica, a Vietnam Veteran, a man who also appeared at one of my earlier workshops and whom I had a great deal of affection for. His name was Roger. The poignancy of his leaving us all behind is also still with me. I know that people (and even things) come into our lives in order to teach us invaluable lessons about ourselves.

The question remains: how do you deal with loss? The only answer that makes sense in my mind is one conscious breath at a time. Allowing the deep felt sense of pain to emerge full in my awareness brings up intense sensation and emotion. But as I allow it to be there I notice that after a little while it loses its power. A deeper, more fundamental aspect of my self, knows that everything is okay as it is, that nothing needs to be changed or different. I'm grieving for myself, not really for the other person or thing. The other person is wherever they need to be.

When my mother died in 2010 I felt the loss at such a primal level--it was gut wrenching. And at the same time, I knew she was okay. I was the one who had to live on, to live my life in a way that would show her skill in care-taking for me, that would display the sort of individual she raised the world to know of. So each day is a recommitment to the values I've found that work well for me and that benefit the world from what I can tell. My friend, Jessica Stewart, taught me how to stop complaining about life. My friend Roger showed me a depth of compassion that also exists within me. They taught by their examples.

So though selfishly I will miss all these great people in my everyday waking life, I know that their examples and their lessons live on in me to share with the world I come in contact with. Knowing this is how I deal with losses.

How do you deal with losses? I'd love to hear from you.

Scott Marmorstein

My parents introduced me to my spiritual meditation teacher when I was just 5 years old. I was instructed in powerful yogic teachings of meditation, chanting and offering service to others from that early age. I began an earnest meditation practice when I was 15, giving me over 20 years of profound experiences from the subtle to the sublime. I wrote my first book when I was 25, and published it when I was 26. It's called A Sparkling Aura ~ A Sparkling Life

I’ve also been a healing practitioner for well over a decade, with thousands of happy clients. Witnessing people shift from a place of strain, pain, and overwhelm to a felt sense of relief, peace and clarity is one of the most profound gifts my healing work has shared with me. 

I’ve taught numerous workshops on Source Healing Energy, am a certified Reiki Master and Teacher or Shinpiden, and have been around healing arts my entire life. My father is a world-renown Chiropractor, and my mother was clearing people’s auras and chakras when I was just a child. 

All of my growing and informative years of life have been in the healing arts. I’ve borne witness to powerful yajnas, which are spiritual fire rituals performed by Brahmin priests, sat with holy men by the banks of the Ganges river in India, and had the great good fortune to participate in powerful meditation intensives in large groups most of my life. 

When I'm not busy being a family man, you'll find me writing the occasional novel or out playing chess with my friends.